Sunday, 18 December 2011

miss you...!!!

Missing someone means what??? It might be that there is some one special out there.... whom you miss if they are not close to you....

Whom you want to talk... but their cell phone replies... "not reachable"..... want to laugh... but your unable to share the joke.... want to hold hand... but the touch is missing..... want to hug... but those cozy  arms are far away on steering wheel.... want to kiss... but you will just have to be happy remembering the last one....

But does that person misses you back..??? Now that's an untold story... that's something which you can't be sure about... that's something which you'll have to find on your own... but is it easy to even find it out..??? I don't think so.... What to do..? Shall you ask them directly.... yes you can... but what surety you have that they are saying the truth... may be for this you must have faith in them... faith in their words... in their behavior.. in their love towards you....

 You also have faith in them...but how would you know that the faith which you have shown in them is worth..??? That though you trust them... you love them... does they love u back... though they might say this thousands of times... that "yes... i love u lottt sweetheart...." is it really true..??? How would you know... because as a matter of fact... their actions doesn't match their words....

It only seems that simply you miss them.... and they don't... only you want to talk... and they don't.... only you want to share... and they don't.... only you feel the pain and they don't... only you want a tight hug... and they don't.... only you love them... and..........again they don't....!!!!

Now... what should be done..? Is it that you have chosen a wrong person..??? Or have they changed?? or were they always the same and it is you who started expecting a bit more..??? Or shall you just not try and change them...!!! But you expect something else.... which they don't even care about... now what???

NOW WHAT ???

Friday, 16 December 2011

weird relationships...!!!!


relations are so weird.... when you are friends with someone they will give all their time to you... roam with u, laugh with you, talk to u, but when u try to give some other name to that relation of urs which u feel a bit more than friendship... things change... first in a good way... but then in a bad way... the same person suddenly won't have a single moment to spend with you... a single second to talk to u... a single minute to miss u.... may be things r taken for granted..?? may be...!!! how much fair is it...?? how much logical is it...???


den shall we stop taking the risks???? shall we simply continue with watever is happening around us...??? shall we give some time to it..??? expecting that some day that love of ur life will actually realise how worth u r....???
or shall we just give up...????

Friday, 9 December 2011

lost friend..!!!

saw a friend today after vry long... was my best friend in my school times... we used to do crazy things together...like talkin abt guys... gossiping... some private (only girls) talk...our crushes...our dreams...everything....  but today she refused to recognise me... n even i didn't went to talk to her.... i cud have...but may be it was those unspoken words which we didn't shared with each other for these many years....may be it was the so called MATURITY dat came btw us....or may be it was our big egos.... or simply...'no need to talk' attitude.... felt weird...!!!!