Once More......

Scared to be happy again...

scared to repeat all those things again....

being loyal... being honest... 

never lead to any destination...

hence even this time not sure..

whether to do that again...

things seem to be great at start...

but am afraid that they won't remain the same forever........

hopes are always that they be the way I think.... but.... life is not always about being perfect....

yet.... got a heart that's stupid... which never stops dreaming....
and even after all the heart breaks...

 it says.... 

"once more"......